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Thursday, February 20
FYI girls....in case you hadn't read or heard about this already, you might want to check it out. It caught my eye, cuz I'm reachin' the ripe ole age to start having mammograms or whatever those boob squeezers are called. It's important to me to stay up on these "pre-cancerous" tests us women are ever so lucky to have to deal with. I've had a couple of close friends die from cancer and it's really ugly. So if there is something I can do to possibly catch it early I'm all for it. I've been hinting to my husband to keep that in the back of his mind too, with his manly stuff. Cuz don't men have to think about prostate cancer and whatnot? I think that's it, regardless...I just wanna be a little careful. At least as careful as we can be.
YAY my sista Kim has a new blog home. So very cool of these kick ass people to help her out. Mad props to ya both!!
So......guess what? I'm sooooo close to closing out the month. The ball is bouncing over into my bosses court now. Today we need to sit with the tech guys over the phone and figure out why our reports are running right. I don't think it's a major fix, something they should be able to get done quickly. I'm taking some days off after this is all said and done. Good God I'm so damn ready for a break. Things are hella funny to me now. I don't get all pissed, or irritated, I just start laughing and can't stop. I'm loosing it. I think that is a sign.
You know, I have this gut feeling they are going to find some major evidence on Laci Peterson (see button, click button) really soon like. I'm still hoping her husband didn't kill her, but half of me is saying..."HELLO hell yes he killed her"....it's just SO damn wrong. How? Why? I mean fuck man she was pregnant with YOUR CHILD!!!!! How sick is that???? Anyhoo....just a feeling I have. We'll see what happens....with them issuing a second search warrant, and taking all those bags of evidence....they will find something. You can't kill and get away with it that easy these days. One little itty bitty fiber can break the case. Crazy shit. I hope they can figure it out. At least to put a ending to the wonder of her whereabouts. And bust the fucking creep that caused this. Gosh damned assmaster......arrrrgggg.
*stepping down off soap box*....
Tuesday, February 18
"Have you ever buried your face in your hands cuz nobody around you understands, or has the slightest idea of what it is that makes you be?" Offspring- (Inspired by Sicksider)
If there was a way I could fax myself somewhere I swear I would. In a fucking heart beat. My gosh damned job has me so wrapped up, what little life I had is gone as I know it. I wanna runaway. I can almost see some light ahead. Which is good. I'm really trying to have a positive attitude. It's so fricken hard. Just want to throw my hands up in the air and say FUCK IT. Here boss YOU do the work, if you know it soooo well. Here husband YOU clean the house, cook dinner, pay the bills, wash the clothes, cuz...well I'm just damn tired of doing it all the time, and well I..... GIVE UP. Friends...your welcome to come with me....I'm as you say.....Blowin' this taco stand!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ahhhhh forgettaboutit.....
Sunday the man and I went and took the Van to Fresneck to get fixed. His dad owns a gas station there. Well actually he just runs it know, he sold it back to Shell. Got rid of some headaches. On the way back home, we stopped and said hi to my husbands Grandma and Grandpa. They are from Mexico. My husbands, fathers side is mexican. I love it. All the stories, the history, the love. It's great. His grandparents have always treated me like family. I'd never had a real set of a grandma/grandpa. Just my grandma on my moms side (her dad died when she was young), and my dad's mom, (his parents were divorced and very distant). So I took to them very quickly as well. This night was really cool, cuz I had broughten the wedding picture proofs to show her, and let her pick out a couple for them both to put up on her wall. She loved that I brought them to share with her. She took me to the extra bedroom and brought out all of her 7 kids wedding picture albums!!!! OHHH MY was that a long "ohhh mija let me show you my kids wedding pictures"...."oh ok grandma let's go".....Oooopss. But it was fun. She really loved showing them off.
My husband and I shared some chicken soup grandpa had made, with them both, talked a little bit more. Made some plans of going to Ensanada (they have a house there) this year and do some serious shopping, after grandma's knee is feeling better. (she just had surgery on it) I truely hope this happens before they part this earth from us. It's not only something I would give anything to do, I know my husband would love some more memories of spending some quality time with his grandparents. They mean the world to him.....and me!!! I finally feel I have a Grandma AND a Grandpa!!!
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