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Friday, October 24
Sittin' in a back room watchin' your skin crawl
Take another shot, one more, come on!
Sick like a dog, on your knees
One more shot, feed your disease.
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Throw the needle on the floor
That last hit left you wantin' more
Girlfriend's cryin' in the hall
She needs a little but you took it all!
(place of skulls)
A good friend of ours is fighting a Heroin Addiction. Thing is, I don't think he's "fighting" much. He's now living in his car. Barely getting by. I felt it in my gut he was using again. He left home and moved out of the town he was living in to get some help. He was living with his uncle, to be away from his problems, and the drugs, and hopefully clean up! No luck this time. He's back in his home town, using like crazy!
My husband and I have tried and tried to help him. Gave him money, a place to stay. Got him into a program, that he left in two days.
I'm angry at him this time. He has SO much to be clean for, and he chooses to use instead. Fucker. We shook on the fact that if he ever started to use again, I'd kick his ass! He even said PLEASE Laura do something. Yeah RIGHT! Whatever.
God knows, my hands aren't completely thrown up in the air.....if he came to us asking for help, we'd help him the best we could. But just the absolute basics. Food....water.....that sort of thing. NO money.....and I would watch his every move.
I pray he can snap out of this, and something smacks him in the head, and he wakes the fuck up and get's clean. He better not fucking die or any of that shit. Damnit......Heroin sucks!
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